waiting and hoping and day dreaming about the possiblity of a different/dream job.
lots of tests and studying and then more tests and training for current 'new' job.
trying to be thankful for my 9-5.
processed food, too much microwaving not enough cooking.
opposite schedule of Kelly. Kelly working late, Kelly training a new hire, Kelly on SWAT call outs. Kelly and i not even at our apartment for a minute together in 48 hours.
weekend house hunting. lots of excitement.
trying to carve out a few minutes to get loan papers organized and faxed.
more trying to be thankful for the stress of having a job during this yucky economic time.
dirty car from parking under a big ol' tree. oops.
dinner with friends at Sorci's. an escape from the hustle and bustle.
celebrating the journey.
playing catch on 15 minute breaks. missing sports.
fitz in the morning. making me laugh.
belting songs in my car on my way home. revelation.
pumped that a play i was in got picked up to go to Chicago. wondering if i will have to miss out on Chicago yet again. choosing to put it on the back burner for a few days.
too much time to think. not enough time to rest.
reminding myself that this is just a season. i won't be juggling all these plates and ideas forever.
smiling. because i can, and i want to.